Failure is always the best way to learn.
I haven't posted here in a while, so I will now. I also haven't been blogging on Myspace much. Don't have much to say, I guess.
I got a Twitter. I don't know if it will fall into obscurity or if I will become a Twitter whore. It's twitter.com/peggicorn. So far I'm updating pretty often. So if you want to stalk me, there it is.
Last night I got pretty upset. Ben's dad was mad that he and I got back together, because he thinks I'm just going to change my mind again. That really hurts me. I already feel guilty about breaking up with Ben. It is, without a doubt, the stupidest thing I have ever done. I regret it and feel really guilty, but I'm trying to move past it. We're stronger now. But I really don't need it thrown in my face, especially by Ben's dad. I feel a little bad because Ben told me that when he was looking for reassurance, but I'd already said I'd never do it again. I shouldn't have to keep saying it. This was kind of just the straw that broke the camel's back. I mean, after he and I broke up, Ben's parents were like, "We didn't really like her anyway." His mom said she didn't mean it, but I'm sure his dad did. He also assumed that I was a whore the first time we met just because I was wearing fishnets. I really hate people like that. It's even more upsetting because Jack is a lot like my grandfather. He doesn't really talk to people, he just kind of does his own thing unless it's family. Grandpa isn't nearly as bad as he used to be, but Jack just sits in his chair and watches TV. And even though I've been really polite and friendly, he's still saying these things about me. I really don't want to have to deal with this.
I was too busy being upset to really be happy about it, but Ben did say he's ready to get married now. Which is nice. But we're still not getting married until next May or so, because I need to get most of my schooling out of the way before I start living the married life. I mean, I'm not going to go to parties after I'm married. Not without Ben there.
Aside from all that, things have been steady. I'm pretty bored since I'm not going to school, but eh. I need to go to Sylva at some point and register for my classes. It's probably past the point at which I'll get the most money for returning my books, but whatever. Not to mention I never got that receipt for the books I bought that they didn't charge me for. We noticed and told them, and they were relieved because they were missing a lot of money and couldn't find it, but I never remembered to go and get the receipt from them.
This Saturday I'm going to Asheville with Nathan and Courtney, which I am very excited about. Other than that...uh...I work tonight.
Yep.
*goes to play LOTRO*
I got a Twitter. I don't know if it will fall into obscurity or if I will become a Twitter whore. It's twitter.com/peggicorn. So far I'm updating pretty often. So if you want to stalk me, there it is.
Last night I got pretty upset. Ben's dad was mad that he and I got back together, because he thinks I'm just going to change my mind again. That really hurts me. I already feel guilty about breaking up with Ben. It is, without a doubt, the stupidest thing I have ever done. I regret it and feel really guilty, but I'm trying to move past it. We're stronger now. But I really don't need it thrown in my face, especially by Ben's dad. I feel a little bad because Ben told me that when he was looking for reassurance, but I'd already said I'd never do it again. I shouldn't have to keep saying it. This was kind of just the straw that broke the camel's back. I mean, after he and I broke up, Ben's parents were like, "We didn't really like her anyway." His mom said she didn't mean it, but I'm sure his dad did. He also assumed that I was a whore the first time we met just because I was wearing fishnets. I really hate people like that. It's even more upsetting because Jack is a lot like my grandfather. He doesn't really talk to people, he just kind of does his own thing unless it's family. Grandpa isn't nearly as bad as he used to be, but Jack just sits in his chair and watches TV. And even though I've been really polite and friendly, he's still saying these things about me. I really don't want to have to deal with this.
I was too busy being upset to really be happy about it, but Ben did say he's ready to get married now. Which is nice. But we're still not getting married until next May or so, because I need to get most of my schooling out of the way before I start living the married life. I mean, I'm not going to go to parties after I'm married. Not without Ben there.
Aside from all that, things have been steady. I'm pretty bored since I'm not going to school, but eh. I need to go to Sylva at some point and register for my classes. It's probably past the point at which I'll get the most money for returning my books, but whatever. Not to mention I never got that receipt for the books I bought that they didn't charge me for. We noticed and told them, and they were relieved because they were missing a lot of money and couldn't find it, but I never remembered to go and get the receipt from them.
This Saturday I'm going to Asheville with Nathan and Courtney, which I am very excited about. Other than that...uh...I work tonight.
Yep.
*goes to play LOTRO*