Somehow it never stops.

[t3h_wild_child]

I'm happy, but I'm hurting. Not all the time, but here and there something will catch at me, and I stop to lick the wounds I try to forget. I don't really understand it all the time. I kind of just accept it, like I accept everything in my life. It's a part of me now. The pain in my chest is something I'll never get used to, I think. Contrary to what anyone says, I don't think you ever get used to hurting. You just..keep going.

Lifehouse bums me out.

And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here, never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it, couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
And part of me died when I let you go