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...and now I reinstate that I really need to stop getting close to guys that I know like me.
I hate myself, the feelings I have, and the fact that I almost cried as someone I care for walked out the door....and the worst feeling was that those feelings were for someone that's not jeremie.
edit.
i lied. knowing your boyfriend doesn't love you as much as he did, but continuing to try and make it work until you both decide to end it hurts way worse than anything else.
I think I'm going to just go be a hermit now.
I hate myself, the feelings I have, and the fact that I almost cried as someone I care for walked out the door....and the worst feeling was that those feelings were for someone that's not jeremie.
edit.
i lied. knowing your boyfriend doesn't love you as much as he did, but continuing to try and make it work until you both decide to end it hurts way worse than anything else.
I think I'm going to just go be a hermit now.