Feb 10, 2004 21:01
My day has been alright so far, other then the fact my cat died. Which sux total ass... This stupid, stupid kid... He rides my bus and we have been friends forever, and we went out last year. Well, he keeps trying to go back out with me. Which I dont know why he would want to go out with me for. I am still not eating. and it has worked for me. I have lost some weight, but I have started getting dizzy sumtimes. oh well. really, it doesnt matter to me if I got sick, I know it sounds really shallow, but its what I feel. Im sick and tired of being fat, and of all my friends ,who are thinner then I, complaining about the fact that they are fat. They arent, and I really am, compared to them. I weigh like 358393787 pounds. Ok, maybe not that much, b/c if I did, my fingers wouldnt be able to type. I havent talked my mom in a long time. which, to me, is an improvement. I really cant understand why a parent would do that to their kid. I really cant. And to top it off she has my favorite cd that I accidentally left there, but screw that, i will just borrow it and burn it from a friend. so hah!