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Ack...my arms feel like lead bars because im so freaking tired...Where to start...sorry i havent been writing much, just didnt have time, plus it seems as if everything that could go wrong...is. I have a 58% in algebra because i missed alot of assignments, and i probably wont have a chance to bring that up very much because of spring break. Which is next week and couldnt come sooner. I told keenan a secret that I didnt want alot of ppl to know, but couldnt keep to myself, and he told the very ppl i didnt want to know about it. which really pisses me off, because when i asked if he told he said no, but then acted like he did, then said he didnt, so i didnt know wtf was going on. And nik's sister found out her secret, so everyone was freaking out to see if she was ok, and no one could get ahold of her because she had went to a friend's house. I had to keep eon from passing out and dying, while feeling extremely scared and worried. this was all friday, and some of yesterday. But then i went to the movies with nik and steph, and everything seemed fine. Then nik invited us to stay over her house, which was really fun. We watched scary movie and talked and junk. Then steph fell asleep, so me and nik stayed up to talk about what had happened, who had found out, and what nik's sister would do. Needless to say we stayed up pretty late. I told her that keenan had showed her sister a note that nik had wrote him, and she said she had told him not to tell the sister. He wont listen when i say not to the anyone, but he acts like i never said that...i still love him, i just wish he would wake and see that he's really close to not having me as a friend. I have to feel like i can trust him, and i just dont know if i can anymore...