Sep 27, 2010 22:49
I've been too emo for my own good.
With all the stuff about xixuehui and 331, I've been way too negative.
It really sucks on how I cannot confide in others about the reason why I suddenly decided to join xxh as the VP.
Why am I sworn to secrecy? Urgh.
And now, I've the drama thing.
Although I love being in it and feels that it's a great honour that I am chosen, but the mental stress I'm giving myself even before the first rehearsal is killing me.
Why do I like to think so much? It really sucks being so negative easily.
Hate that I am so weak.
Stop being so emo you shit!
ranting is my business.