심창민 생일축하해!
I'm writing this really early in advance in case I forgot to do so when the day comes or I didn't have the time. This is done on 16th Feb 0135hrs.
When I was typing Changmin in Hangul, I questioned myself, whether I spelled it correctly. It's been so long since I last typed/wrote/saw his name in Hangul, that it just look foreign to me. I'm not going to push the blame away, because it is my fault for neglecting him for so long, despite the lack of activities.
Even though they don't have much activity now, or at least my boy doesn't, and I don't find a point to follow the others because I don't place as much attention on them. You can openly say I've lost my touch with them, and that they have a diminishing section in my heart. Which is actually quite sad because they're such an awesome group and I really don't see why this all negative crap has to come out. Then again, welcome to reality.
Anyways, I'm turning this birthday post into more of a negative one so I am so going to be happier now.
So, Happy Birthday Changmin!!
You're the first I set my eyes upon in TVXQ!, besides Jaejoong, and you've remained first from then. You're actually the first person who has maintained first place position from the start, and not unlike other groups where I will change my favourite over the years. (And listening to Heartbeat is making me unable to think coherently)
I know you're a great guy so I hope you're doing fine with your girlfriend, if you're still together, and be happy. And please, do show yourself more often, because we all need a dose of model Shim once in a while. Why waste those crazy good looks and near perfect body by hiding? I will make sure I catch Paradise Meadows when it airs in March and not give up halfway, unlike Heading to the Ground. I promise.
From your 21st birthday to your 22nd, a lot of things have happened. Too much mixed emotions. From the 3rd Asia Tour Mirotic, to the 4th Live Tour The Secret Code, and finally stepping into Tokyo Dome for a fantastic 2 day concert, the rocketing sales of Japanese singles, how well Break Out sold when it was released in January, and being invited to Kohaku for the 2nd time. Those were really great achievements! About the negative section, we all know it so I won't further elaborate.
It must be a roller coaster ride for you, and the other 4 guys, in the past 6 months. None of us know the situation better than you guys and I'm sure you're doing all you can to correct the situation. I have faith in you, Shim Changmin!
So on your birthday, I am going to wish you strength. The strength to carry on, to have a great life and to be happy. The strength to deflect anything negative and absorb all positivity. The strength to bring all 5 members together again and enjoy a good laugh over this matter years down the road.
Shim Changmin, keep going. I'll be behind you all the time supporting you in everything you do and I have complete faith in you, because you're a cautious person and will not do wrong. However far I've drifted from you, I know I'm still here. This will remain a fact for as long as it can be. You've moved from being an idol to being someone I admires. Welcome to the Chord league.
Shim Changmin, keep going and know that there're millions of us (don't think I'm exaggerating. okay, maybe a million at least?) behind you. Some of us may have seemed to have left or really left, majority of us are still keeping the faith. We will always keep the faith and wait. Waiting is not an issue, and keeping the faith is definitely something that keeps us going. So don't give up in any difficulties in life and take them head-on.
Shim Changmin, Happy Birthday! I Love You!
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P.S. This post seem more emo than happy for a birthday post and I am really being incoherent. I should do another post when the day arrives. I hope I get it done.
When I was typing Changmin in Hangul, I questioned myself, whether I spelled it correctly. It's been so long since I last typed/wrote/saw his name in Hangul, that it just look foreign to me. I'm not going to push the blame away, because it is my fault for neglecting him for so long, despite the lack of activities.
Even though they don't have much activity now, or at least my boy doesn't, and I don't find a point to follow the others because I don't place as much attention on them. You can openly say I've lost my touch with them, and that they have a diminishing section in my heart. Which is actually quite sad because they're such an awesome group and I really don't see why this all negative crap has to come out. Then again, welcome to reality.
Anyways, I'm turning this birthday post into more of a negative one so I am so going to be happier now.
So, Happy Birthday Changmin!!
You're the first I set my eyes upon in TVXQ!, besides Jaejoong, and you've remained first from then. You're actually the first person who has maintained first place position from the start, and not unlike other groups where I will change my favourite over the years. (And listening to Heartbeat is making me unable to think coherently)
I know you're a great guy so I hope you're doing fine with your girlfriend, if you're still together, and be happy. And please, do show yourself more often, because we all need a dose of model Shim once in a while. Why waste those crazy good looks and near perfect body by hiding? I will make sure I catch Paradise Meadows when it airs in March and not give up halfway, unlike Heading to the Ground. I promise.
From your 21st birthday to your 22nd, a lot of things have happened. Too much mixed emotions. From the 3rd Asia Tour Mirotic, to the 4th Live Tour The Secret Code, and finally stepping into Tokyo Dome for a fantastic 2 day concert, the rocketing sales of Japanese singles, how well Break Out sold when it was released in January, and being invited to Kohaku for the 2nd time. Those were really great achievements! About the negative section, we all know it so I won't further elaborate.
It must be a roller coaster ride for you, and the other 4 guys, in the past 6 months. None of us know the situation better than you guys and I'm sure you're doing all you can to correct the situation. I have faith in you, Shim Changmin!
So on your birthday, I am going to wish you strength. The strength to carry on, to have a great life and to be happy. The strength to deflect anything negative and absorb all positivity. The strength to bring all 5 members together again and enjoy a good laugh over this matter years down the road.
Shim Changmin, keep going. I'll be behind you all the time supporting you in everything you do and I have complete faith in you, because you're a cautious person and will not do wrong. However far I've drifted from you, I know I'm still here. This will remain a fact for as long as it can be. You've moved from being an idol to being someone I admires. Welcome to the Chord league.
Shim Changmin, keep going and know that there're millions of us (don't think I'm exaggerating. okay, maybe a million at least?) behind you. Some of us may have seemed to have left or really left, majority of us are still keeping the faith. We will always keep the faith and wait. Waiting is not an issue, and keeping the faith is definitely something that keeps us going. So don't give up in any difficulties in life and take them head-on.
Shim Changmin, Happy Birthday! I Love You!
((:
P.S. This post seem more emo than happy for a birthday post and I am really being incoherent. I should do another post when the day arrives. I hope I get it done.