on the verge.
i dont know why am i doing all this. all the things about the video for karen. and it seems to be me doing and chan and tan commenting. i'm fine with them commenting and giving me feedbacks and all. i mean, it's only for the good and we all want it to be the best, cos after all, we're karen's first class and only one she invited for the wedding.
but, this is definitely last minute and whatever we want to achieve is not possible. doing it to our best ability is the best we can do. i know everyone has different ideals and the one who came up with the idea definitely has a vague image in mind. but we just cant do it. so why not compromise.
i'm not saying you're not compromising. you did mention that it's nice. but why? why? why? why did you have to say it's nice but you dont like it. it's just a personal opinion and i know it. i also know how anal you can get. but this is just getting on my nerves. not that you're not busy with preparation for the wedding too but i am expecting at least some deserved attention when i am doing this. and you being so busy now is because you're a freaking procrastinator and it's not my fault that you left everything to the last fucking minute.
and changing so many things in such a short period of time is possible but taxing. did you know i clocked more hours on the video than sleeping these couple of days. it's taking a toll on my physical and mental health. and i am not happy cos my complexion is suffering from the lack of sleep and i wanted to look good at the wedding tmr.
and the class. i'm not commenting on them cos if they choose not to participate, i'm totally fine. i just want to give karen something.
urgh. i am just irritated. i want to just cancel this whole video thing now and go to bed and sleep. like delete delete delete. clear recycle bin. but i cant. i cant.
this is totally crap.
TOTAL BULLSHIT!
but, this is definitely last minute and whatever we want to achieve is not possible. doing it to our best ability is the best we can do. i know everyone has different ideals and the one who came up with the idea definitely has a vague image in mind. but we just cant do it. so why not compromise.
i'm not saying you're not compromising. you did mention that it's nice. but why? why? why? why did you have to say it's nice but you dont like it. it's just a personal opinion and i know it. i also know how anal you can get. but this is just getting on my nerves. not that you're not busy with preparation for the wedding too but i am expecting at least some deserved attention when i am doing this. and you being so busy now is because you're a freaking procrastinator and it's not my fault that you left everything to the last fucking minute.
and changing so many things in such a short period of time is possible but taxing. did you know i clocked more hours on the video than sleeping these couple of days. it's taking a toll on my physical and mental health. and i am not happy cos my complexion is suffering from the lack of sleep and i wanted to look good at the wedding tmr.
and the class. i'm not commenting on them cos if they choose not to participate, i'm totally fine. i just want to give karen something.
urgh. i am just irritated. i want to just cancel this whole video thing now and go to bed and sleep. like delete delete delete. clear recycle bin. but i cant. i cant.
this is totally crap.
TOTAL BULLSHIT!