Nov 19, 2004 15:32
I can't do this. I can't do this. I can't do this.
I have an oral final to study for and two papers over 10 pages long to write. I haven't the slightest clue what I'm supposed to say in one of these papers or how it's ever going to reach 15 pages. I'm flipping out but can't seem to sit down and think straight for more than five minutes at a time.
I have cried more in the last three days than in, well, I don't know how long. I am falling apart. The littlest, stupidest things set me into tears and a stream of self-recrimination. Why? Why am I falling apart? I just can't do this.