shit.....
yea... so my life out here revolves around work, eating and sleeping. and it sux. i used to be the type of person who would go out, not spend a damn penny while doing it, and have a great time. out here all i do is work work work, and then go home. then i wake up and work work work. it fucking blows ass. i need to get a life, and meet new people, but i fell into the rut of hanging out with the wrong crowd once in my life... and the only people within 15 minutes of my house are all of the wrong people. i want to go out to meet new people, but the only place to meet new people in my area is the bar, and, oh wait, i am not OLD enough for that. and the worse thing is my 21 year old cousin is moving out here with me. he will be at the bar while i am at home. if there was only some way for me to get in.....
i have tried calling many of my friends over the past week. during some shitty times. some answered. and some didn't. some people call back. and some won't. its fucked up but that is all life... and the only guarantee that life holds is death.
i will talk to everyone later... i am going to go back to staring at the wall til i can go home...
i have tried calling many of my friends over the past week. during some shitty times. some answered. and some didn't. some people call back. and some won't. its fucked up but that is all life... and the only guarantee that life holds is death.
i will talk to everyone later... i am going to go back to staring at the wall til i can go home...