Chapter 2 - sigh oh sigh
Oh hell i forgot the continuation of my first chapter... oh well on to chapter 2!! At school it was dull. I had flu all morning and my head hurts. And eng period didnt do it much better. ARG!!! so far... im guessing hatta is having fun at the course coz he's taking his bike license. Hmm... oh yea i now can play basketball oooooo yeahaa!!! but not 100% coz im still injured.
After school had a lil talk with rikku. She is sweet sometimes but hey everyone's got their sweet side. She look so happy today. I wonder whats she's happy about. Oh nvm let it be XP its her life not mine.
After 17 years of living in this world. I finnaly realize the time is not gold... its just something we believe and its not that important. Coz life is like a battery... Once it runs out of juice *drop dead* well u know XP... We always say we dont have time?? well i say we have all the time in the world. Its just that we dont realize that... umm time does not exist nor does the future.... We are the present and the only, no one can take that from us. Every actions we do now will affect the future. We can change the future.. but not the past. The past is just the past... nothing will happen coz its... done. I had a lot of thinking bout this subject... infact i tot bout this since last year. God... this is crazy..... I dont think time exist... but i believe in god.
This i qoute : "What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say"
Understand?? theres something in there... Its about life. For once i felt empty... i actually missed 9 years of my life becoz of games/and more games... sad huh? Well now.. this is the beginning... and also the end.
Until the day i die..
Ill never stop wondering
Why must it comes to an end?
Everyday, i wonder who i am?
The emptyness inside me
For 9 years without anyone
Im all alone in this world
Now i must start all over again..
To start over again..
Must i pray for guidance??
Must i seek comfort of someone else?
No this cant be..
This is my problem
This is the start
This is also the End
*Peace out*
After school had a lil talk with rikku. She is sweet sometimes but hey everyone's got their sweet side. She look so happy today. I wonder whats she's happy about. Oh nvm let it be XP its her life not mine.
After 17 years of living in this world. I finnaly realize the time is not gold... its just something we believe and its not that important. Coz life is like a battery... Once it runs out of juice *drop dead* well u know XP... We always say we dont have time?? well i say we have all the time in the world. Its just that we dont realize that... umm time does not exist nor does the future.... We are the present and the only, no one can take that from us. Every actions we do now will affect the future. We can change the future.. but not the past. The past is just the past... nothing will happen coz its... done. I had a lot of thinking bout this subject... infact i tot bout this since last year. God... this is crazy..... I dont think time exist... but i believe in god.
This i qoute : "What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say"
Understand?? theres something in there... Its about life. For once i felt empty... i actually missed 9 years of my life becoz of games/and more games... sad huh? Well now.. this is the beginning... and also the end.
Until the day i die..
Ill never stop wondering
Why must it comes to an end?
Everyday, i wonder who i am?
The emptyness inside me
For 9 years without anyone
Im all alone in this world
Now i must start all over again..
To start over again..
Must i pray for guidance??
Must i seek comfort of someone else?
No this cant be..
This is my problem
This is the start
This is also the End
*Peace out*