Anxiety...
The past couple of weeks have been horrible. My anxiety has gone nuts. I don't know what it is or why. I don't want to take the extra pills and be dependant on them to keep me level, but at the same time I can barely get out of bed. Heck, it takes me hours after waking to be able to move enough. To be able to force my way out of bed. It feels like someone is holding me down at the chest. Pushing on me. Not letting me move or get up. But, I know it's just me doing this to myself. Why though? And trying to reach for the extra pills feels impossible. They might be right next to me, but I can't move. I can't move to reach them.