Nov 03, 2005 12:44
I'm so tired of fake ass bitches. First off they claim to "hate" someone and the next minute they're freaking best friends, and then their real friends aren't important anymore. And yeah Your their best friend they say, but do they call you? No. He never calls me just to say hello or hey or anything...I'm tired...I'm a mom now and a wife, but that doesnt mean I don't have time for friends. But apparently my friends no longer have time for me. I've definately been replaced anyway...
Another rant and rave...Noah is sick, and I called the damn Doctor's office yesterday and do you think they cared my son was sick? NO. that lady told me he'd be fine. So then I run into the Doctor yesterday and I'm telling her how he's sick and everything and apparantly them stupid fucking nurses never told her I called so now i call back and i have to miss work tomorrow to take him to the doctor. Fucking bitches..
And Lastly my husband is driving me crazy, we got into it bad last week. I was packing my shit and he wouldn't give me Noah. Okay first of all I couldnt even get him to rub my back while i was in labor, he didnt help me with my pushing and breathing my mom did, he doesnt get up in the middle of the night. I bend over backwards for my son he doesn't and i'll be damned if i leave him there with him if push comes to shove. I mean we've been going to church every sunday we're trying our damndest to make this work between us, and i pray that god helps us make it..cuz I don't want to live without him. I really don't...but i'm just so damn tired.
Anyhow that's all for now <33