she thinks i can't see the smile that she's faking...

[t0xic_high]

i wrote this entry a couple nights ago.
i think its worth the post.

its like fighting this never ending battle that you pour your entire heart into just to be back where you started almost one year ago just to wonder what exactly is the point.
dishonesty.
imaturity.
deviation.
perfidy.
disingenity.
unprinciped morality.
spe ciousity.
deceitfulness.
mendacity.
unscrupulously.
insincerity.
repulsiveness.
lack of integrity.
lack of credibility.
this is what defines as well as supports our friendship.

...and poses for pictures that aren't being taken