May 04, 2004 22:22
I really hate my step dad.
and i hate seeing my mom break down in my arms. She is the best person I know. I love her more than anything. She is my best friend. My step dad doesn't appreciate what she does for our family. He always sits his lazy ass in front of the tv or the computer while she slaves away and takes care of me and my sister. I'm really scared for my mom. Her blood pressure has been really high a lot and when they fight it gets higher and chances of something severe happening are very high. She always threatens that she's going to die soon. Usually it does calm my step dad down, but sometimes he never thinks about it and just goes about in rage yelling at everyone in the house and scaring the dogs and my sister. I told him I hate him today because he would not stop yelling at my mom. He told me to get off the computer, ripped the cords out of the modem and went to go help my sister in the shower... only because my mom had asked him to multiple times and told him he needed to do his part as a dad. He is such a bad influence on my sister, she already throws horrible tantrums. I'm afraid she's going to grow up to be like him. My mom is in such a horrible position right now.