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i'm depressed. i haven't been like this for a long time. I have been crying for the last 15 minutes. i don't think i've ever been this upset. i can't even smile or laugh... or pretend to laugh. i feel really unloved. seriously. and i know people are going to leave a lot of comments saying "i love you", but i don't need pity right now. i really need a friend. i don't have any... not any that actually care about me. nobody ever calls, nobody ever wants to hang out with me. I'm always by myself at home, on the computer. i miss tina so much. i really need her right now. she was the only person that called me. she was always there when i needed her, but now she's gone. I really need somebody to care for me. I need friends.... TRUE friends.