I KNEW IT!!!!!
i knew that it was going to eventually happen, joe telling me how he TRULY felt. it felt kind of surreal like it wasnt happeneing.....but it did and WOW am i more confused then ever!
I LOVE JOE!!!!!!
he's the best friend that anyone can have and i feel honored to have him as mine. hes the only one that knows the REAL ME and i guess you can say that im one of the few that knows the real him.
words cant explain how much he means to me..and according to what i was told i mean alot to him.
we went out tonite went to BUBBA GUMP SHRIMP CO. (must go!!!) and then we took off to this club/lounge called "THE DISTRICT"......OMFG! thats all i have to describe it. i felt EXTREMELY out of place and it was definitly not what im used to. it was all GRINGAS AND GRINGOS that danced crazy as fuk to 80's music. it looked fun and i had fun there but it just wasnt me. i of course didnt dance, we just sat back and chilled and watched everyone have fun and i had fun doing that. it was quite the exprience for me, i was exposed to another world that i refused to exist was out there. i honestly think that that was the first time that i went to a club and didnt get messed up and danced like a dirty whore in order to have fun. i had just as much fun sitting on the couch with joe and watching and laffing at everyone else. you see? thats what i love about being with joe...i can have the best time by doing absolutely nothing. its hard to have that with someone and im lucky as hell that i have it.
and now onto the real shit....DAVID-JOE???????????? FUK.
I LOVE JOE!!!!!!
he's the best friend that anyone can have and i feel honored to have him as mine. hes the only one that knows the REAL ME and i guess you can say that im one of the few that knows the real him.
words cant explain how much he means to me..and according to what i was told i mean alot to him.
we went out tonite went to BUBBA GUMP SHRIMP CO. (must go!!!) and then we took off to this club/lounge called "THE DISTRICT"......OMFG! thats all i have to describe it. i felt EXTREMELY out of place and it was definitly not what im used to. it was all GRINGAS AND GRINGOS that danced crazy as fuk to 80's music. it looked fun and i had fun there but it just wasnt me. i of course didnt dance, we just sat back and chilled and watched everyone have fun and i had fun doing that. it was quite the exprience for me, i was exposed to another world that i refused to exist was out there. i honestly think that that was the first time that i went to a club and didnt get messed up and danced like a dirty whore in order to have fun. i had just as much fun sitting on the couch with joe and watching and laffing at everyone else. you see? thats what i love about being with joe...i can have the best time by doing absolutely nothing. its hard to have that with someone and im lucky as hell that i have it.
and now onto the real shit....DAVID-JOE???????????? FUK.