you cant have your cake and eat it too.....
i thought that i could balance my friendships and a relationship at the same time but it turns out that it's impossible. you have to sacrifice one of the two. i decided that the friends that i have now aren't that important to me that i would need to lose david over.....here's what happened:
sat. i chilled with david. sun. annette came over and dragged me out of that house to go to the beach and meet up with these ppl. we get there and its the guy that we met at bongo's (joasvany) and her friend yoel. so we chill there and it starts to get boring to we all go to josvany's house. we all get drunk and yosvany and annette go off to fuk somewhere and the next thing i know this yoel guy is pushing me into a corner trying to make out with me....i was fighting him off for a good half hour but i guess he didt know what i meant when i said "NO! i have a bf" he didnt give a shit. i ended up biting his fuking mouth sooo hard that started to bleed. HEHEHEHEHE. i started to sober up REALLLLYYYY quick after that. then i get a fone call from david saying that he's pissed at me cuz im with my friends at the beach when im supposed to be spending time with him. I FELT REALLY BAD. as soon as i had the chance i got the fuk out of there real quick.
LESSON LEANRED:
1). DONT GET DRUNK WITH ANNETTE (you will get raped)
2). JUST BECAUSE YOU CHILL WITH THEM AND THEY LIKE YOU DOESNT MEAN THAT THEY ARE YOU'RE FRIENDS
3). DAVID IS WAYYYY MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THEN ANNETTE WILL EVER BE.
4). **YOU CANT HAVE YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO.**
sat. i chilled with david. sun. annette came over and dragged me out of that house to go to the beach and meet up with these ppl. we get there and its the guy that we met at bongo's (joasvany) and her friend yoel. so we chill there and it starts to get boring to we all go to josvany's house. we all get drunk and yosvany and annette go off to fuk somewhere and the next thing i know this yoel guy is pushing me into a corner trying to make out with me....i was fighting him off for a good half hour but i guess he didt know what i meant when i said "NO! i have a bf" he didnt give a shit. i ended up biting his fuking mouth sooo hard that started to bleed. HEHEHEHEHE. i started to sober up REALLLLYYYY quick after that. then i get a fone call from david saying that he's pissed at me cuz im with my friends at the beach when im supposed to be spending time with him. I FELT REALLY BAD. as soon as i had the chance i got the fuk out of there real quick.
LESSON LEANRED:
1). DONT GET DRUNK WITH ANNETTE (you will get raped)
2). JUST BECAUSE YOU CHILL WITH THEM AND THEY LIKE YOU DOESNT MEAN THAT THEY ARE YOU'RE FRIENDS
3). DAVID IS WAYYYY MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THEN ANNETTE WILL EVER BE.
4). **YOU CANT HAVE YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO.**