Gah this is going to be long....
Yay. It's our last day in shop for Junior Year. Awesome. I'm so excited. I am actually almost considered a full-out senior. That's nuts. This year went good for the most part.
I'm much better friends with Ashley and thats awesome. Me and her have to hang out wayyy more cause she rocks my socks off. Can't wait for the beach again this Saturday...:)
I've been talking to Pat more, he so totally owNs mY s0uL. Can't wait for more fun times hanging out with him this summer.
The whole "Jeremy" thing. Yeah, I hate him for what he did. I hate some of the stuff I did when I was with him, I was a completely different person, but I don't regret a single minute of it. I love him, yea, i still do. You cant't just drop someone like that. You can have so much hate for them but its not really going to hide the way that you truely feel. I spent seven month with him as a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. Before that we hung out EVERYDAY, as best friends. So. yeah, we do't talk now, but I guess thats up to him. I'm not nearly what he wants in someone, but thats fine. So, basically the whole point to me writing this paragraph was say that, even though me and Jeremy don't get along today, I still love the kid and don't regret a single minute ever spent with him, even if that's not how he feels. <3
I'm not friends with a few people anymore. But thats fine, in place of them, I've been hanging out with more people I never probably would have. So, no really big loss. Just more of a gain for me.
I'm happier than I was in the beginning of the year. I've lost 36lbs and I'm so fucking happy! I'm eginning to see myself as average, and not "ugh, overweight". I wore a bathing suit for the first time since 8th grade on Sunday, and it was in public. Go Me. I am just going to try and lose 15-20 more lbs and then i'll be set...
Junior year seemed to go by so fast. I can remember trying to find someone in my lunch to sit with the first day. It's nuts. One more year and were out of here. I'm excited but also scared. I don't know what i'm doing after high school, college, job, moving to either Florida or the Cape, Night school. I dont know. Too much to think about right now. but this is enough of an entry. im done. <33
over the summer, IM me at : to0bady0urEmo
or e-mail me: to0bady0urEmo@yahoo.com
<3lee
I'm much better friends with Ashley and thats awesome. Me and her have to hang out wayyy more cause she rocks my socks off. Can't wait for the beach again this Saturday...:)
I've been talking to Pat more, he so totally owNs mY s0uL. Can't wait for more fun times hanging out with him this summer.
The whole "Jeremy" thing. Yeah, I hate him for what he did. I hate some of the stuff I did when I was with him, I was a completely different person, but I don't regret a single minute of it. I love him, yea, i still do. You cant't just drop someone like that. You can have so much hate for them but its not really going to hide the way that you truely feel. I spent seven month with him as a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. Before that we hung out EVERYDAY, as best friends. So. yeah, we do't talk now, but I guess thats up to him. I'm not nearly what he wants in someone, but thats fine. So, basically the whole point to me writing this paragraph was say that, even though me and Jeremy don't get along today, I still love the kid and don't regret a single minute ever spent with him, even if that's not how he feels. <3
I'm not friends with a few people anymore. But thats fine, in place of them, I've been hanging out with more people I never probably would have. So, no really big loss. Just more of a gain for me.
I'm happier than I was in the beginning of the year. I've lost 36lbs and I'm so fucking happy! I'm eginning to see myself as average, and not "ugh, overweight". I wore a bathing suit for the first time since 8th grade on Sunday, and it was in public. Go Me. I am just going to try and lose 15-20 more lbs and then i'll be set...
Junior year seemed to go by so fast. I can remember trying to find someone in my lunch to sit with the first day. It's nuts. One more year and were out of here. I'm excited but also scared. I don't know what i'm doing after high school, college, job, moving to either Florida or the Cape, Night school. I dont know. Too much to think about right now. but this is enough of an entry. im done. <33
over the summer, IM me at : to0bady0urEmo
or e-mail me: to0bady0urEmo@yahoo.com
<3lee