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yep. im happy now. other "people" aren't but thats not my problem. i understand they're my friends looking out for me, but then again, if im happy, and you ARE my friend, shouldnt you be happy that im happy??? whatever. i dont even care.
im eating again. from monday-monday, ONE WEEK, i lost eleven pounds. how did i do it? i ate three times. a grill chicken sandwich with janine and janette, a sandwich my mommy made me, and a BLT from Subway when i was with ashley and greg. go. me.
im not cutting anymore. thank GOD.
im still stressed out to the extreme, but it has nothing to do with people at school or anything. its "family trouble" and alot of it.
i was trying to cut down on smoking, but then all this shit came up and there was no way in hell i could do it. since thursday, it is now monday, im on my fourth pack of ciggarettes. i need to calm down on that shit, seriously.
but as for this stupid shit, and you know who you are and what im talking about, honestly. suck off. IM happy. i dont care what ive said, yes, i do hate him for what he did, and i always will. but i love him. obviously you dont understand that. but it doesnt matter if you understand it or not, I do. and Im the one that matters on this one. okgeethanx
im eating again. from monday-monday, ONE WEEK, i lost eleven pounds. how did i do it? i ate three times. a grill chicken sandwich with janine and janette, a sandwich my mommy made me, and a BLT from Subway when i was with ashley and greg. go. me.
im not cutting anymore. thank GOD.
im still stressed out to the extreme, but it has nothing to do with people at school or anything. its "family trouble" and alot of it.
i was trying to cut down on smoking, but then all this shit came up and there was no way in hell i could do it. since thursday, it is now monday, im on my fourth pack of ciggarettes. i need to calm down on that shit, seriously.
but as for this stupid shit, and you know who you are and what im talking about, honestly. suck off. IM happy. i dont care what ive said, yes, i do hate him for what he did, and i always will. but i love him. obviously you dont understand that. but it doesnt matter if you understand it or not, I do. and Im the one that matters on this one. okgeethanx