she can be your new best friend. if she isn't already.
so I was all excited about tonight.
and then someone who I thought was a really really close friend did something that really hurt me. and I don't think theres a point to fixing it. I wanted too so bad.
but theres no room for me. I can't settle from going to best friends. To "a girl she knows"
you see. sorry nicole. but maybe you didnt clearly get where i didnt wanna be with Sam. maybe you missed the entry. or the 5 times i talked about her. idk. next time i'll make a sign. I'm sure shes great but if you were in my place. you wouldnt wanna be with her either.
so then. after not seeing you for forever. i call you back because you forget to call me back. and we decide today is our day. because i'm leaving. but you wanna invite Sam.
can you not take a day without her? i dont think there has been a time when i haven't seen you with her since.
sorry if she reads this. i'm not that mean. nothing personal.
i love how i'm supposed to be okay while someone takes my ex best friend and ex boyfriend.
i really did wanna meet her too.
she seemed cool. but then i realized how much itd hurt me and i expkained that to you.
so i thought you got it?
but then you wanna show up with her. after we talk about replacing and our friendship and shit.
thanks. your so right! i'm stil sucha close friend. obvio not as close as her.
cause im not pretty & nathan doesnt like me anymore.
sorry. ill try harder at both of those and then ill start liking softball and brandon.
will that help? if she becomes me and i become her will we be friends again?
your pissed?
thanks for making everything so much worse. don't worry though. you still have sam
but then my night got better ...=)
called her and canceled because she was already with a friend already.
idk why when she knew how much it'd kill me to bring her but oh well? prolli better to see her.
I'm sure after not seeing me for maybe 4 weeks it was all cool to not see me anyway.
its all good. Because. she sees her everyday. prolli calls her everyday. she'll prolli go out with Nathan. and it'll be just like me!!!!
I love how some friends aren't really friends.
ya so then after that I was around BK so I walked to meet up with Felisha & Emiko. Went to chill with Warren & Joe & Jerry. at the walgreens parking lot.
lol then Emiko stole the bathroom sign at Steak n' Shake
Joe killed my shoulder. and my lap. lol.
came home and called cory and talked. for a while.. woot!
very good night indeed.
I'm glad I will be missed by some people=)
the rest of the week. plans.
then friday. leavinggggg.
so you guys..
call me tomorrowwww