Oct 10, 2005 15:35
hey there.
ever since i've been a myspace ocd kid, i haven't written in here in forever.
i think i might just start up again, to give me something to do when myspace becomes dull. well let's see. school it's been 5 weeks. and i'm already sick of it. sick of the people and sick of the work. actually just sick of life in general because people like to judge by what someone looks like and not who they really are. and i'm actually not your average unattractive person. people seem to think i have a great personality. and i wish OTHERS could just see that.
another topic of hatred is SHALLOW SELF-ABSORBED boys. not to give away any names but i currently am basically in love with one. it sucks to the highest level because i never know if i'm wasting my time being his friend or if he's just pretending to be my friend to be nice? ahh who knows. but i am kind of sick of waiting around, trying to impress somebody who will NEVER be impressed. ugh i'm so.. frustrated and drained.
so anyways i think i'm done for now. yeah i am. k thanks bye.
you were a priority, was i even an option?