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sometimes i think i have brain damage. right now i feel like everything is moving. kinda like when you spin around and get dizzy. but its rotating forward. and sorta inside out. i dunno, its hard to explain. but i only get that way when imy head hurts in the back.
you see like 1 yr ago i tripped while running backward to catch a soft ball. i huit the grnd and after i woke up my nose was pouring blood like a faucet. that took a cat scan but didnt see anything. so i dunno.
i guees i should be thankful for the 2 mos repreive from my overdramatic and unsuccsesful love life. adrianna said seeing my old girlfriend and close friends (that were girls) would do me good. sometimes i get the feeling that she likes me on some level, but its been carved into my brain that she is a good friend, and it would be hard for me to feel that way about her. either that or i just dont like her(sorry)
today was the LAST DAY for most of my friends because they are exempt (*sniff*) but i have to take alllll my exams because i missed 5 days.
i havent written poetry in a LONG time. or drawn anything. ive been too blank i suppose. ill take it with me to moms and do something in it
omg im getting fat. i gained like 20 lbs in 6 mos. i want to be skinny again. im gonna work out like crazy at moms and ill stop eating junk (goodbye chocolate *sniff*). hopefully i can be skinny by the time school starts next year so i can fit into all the clothes im gonna buy while im at my moms.
ill be back at the end of july for anyone who cares, but ill be working my ass off on my car to get it to run before next school year. so if you want a ride you better start sucking up now......
i love you all (in a platonic way) you guys have fun all summer nad in case i cant livejournal, think about me, preferably in the shower...j/k oh and someone teach my how to make a xanga thingy, its like im the only person who doesnt have one.
~Emery~
~~To Whom It May Concern~~
falling away from you always seems so tragic in my mind.
i hear that you're doing well now, things i wish i could have heard from you.
but it's been so long since the first time we tried, oh but anyway...
all my friends say hello.
the phone rings, as soft sheets and daylight surround me.
she's gone, they tell me. are you listening?
for the life of me i can't see through this haze of sleepless dreaming.
light breaks, the morning shades wake but rise no more.
i could have called her the night before empty broken promises lost.
i never said goodbye.
i never had the time.
i never said goodbye.
for the life of me i can't see through this haze of sleepless dreaming.
light breaks, the morning shades wake but rise no more.
i should have called her the night before you were broken, now everything's lost.
everything seems lost.all i see...
you see like 1 yr ago i tripped while running backward to catch a soft ball. i huit the grnd and after i woke up my nose was pouring blood like a faucet. that took a cat scan but didnt see anything. so i dunno.
i guees i should be thankful for the 2 mos repreive from my overdramatic and unsuccsesful love life. adrianna said seeing my old girlfriend and close friends (that were girls) would do me good. sometimes i get the feeling that she likes me on some level, but its been carved into my brain that she is a good friend, and it would be hard for me to feel that way about her. either that or i just dont like her(sorry)
today was the LAST DAY for most of my friends because they are exempt (*sniff*) but i have to take alllll my exams because i missed 5 days.
i havent written poetry in a LONG time. or drawn anything. ive been too blank i suppose. ill take it with me to moms and do something in it
omg im getting fat. i gained like 20 lbs in 6 mos. i want to be skinny again. im gonna work out like crazy at moms and ill stop eating junk (goodbye chocolate *sniff*). hopefully i can be skinny by the time school starts next year so i can fit into all the clothes im gonna buy while im at my moms.
ill be back at the end of july for anyone who cares, but ill be working my ass off on my car to get it to run before next school year. so if you want a ride you better start sucking up now......
i love you all (in a platonic way) you guys have fun all summer nad in case i cant livejournal, think about me, preferably in the shower...j/k oh and someone teach my how to make a xanga thingy, its like im the only person who doesnt have one.
~Emery~
~~To Whom It May Concern~~
falling away from you always seems so tragic in my mind.
i hear that you're doing well now, things i wish i could have heard from you.
but it's been so long since the first time we tried, oh but anyway...
all my friends say hello.
the phone rings, as soft sheets and daylight surround me.
she's gone, they tell me. are you listening?
for the life of me i can't see through this haze of sleepless dreaming.
light breaks, the morning shades wake but rise no more.
i could have called her the night before empty broken promises lost.
i never said goodbye.
i never had the time.
i never said goodbye.
for the life of me i can't see through this haze of sleepless dreaming.
light breaks, the morning shades wake but rise no more.
i should have called her the night before you were broken, now everything's lost.
everything seems lost.all i see...