May 11, 2005 09:15
did u ever want somthing so bad and when you have it, or nearly have it, you dont know what to do next? ya. i feel kinda like that. i had this whole journal entry planned inmy head but i cant seem to remember to type it now. i just feel like warm melted wax inside when im near her. its feels good to be warm but im all soft and i cant say what i want or do what i want... and yeah... well i wanted to express my self fully with all the poeticness that i feel when she is near. but now im lost. and i feel like were going nowhere..... and i HATE IT!!! so i will have to find a way to let her know................................thats all i can get out for now.