Back again
Damn its been so long since I've written here. Well I decided to take another go at it. Maybe this time I'll stick to it.
Holy crap so much has happened since the last time. Where do I begin ??
Ok better start from the most important thing thats changed. I'm dating this totally awesome girl, Amanda is all mine and only mine. We met a few months ago.... just before end of last year. At first I wasnt intrested in her, I had just broken up with my ex and was still getting over that. Well so was Amanda, we helped each other get through it all. I wasnt really ready to see other people just then, neigher was she. We made sure that we both were aware of it. Well as time went by Amanda and myself got closer. I'd say the turning point was her birthday. A close friend of hers and I decided to throw her a suprize party, well wasnt really a suprize cause she found out and it pissed me off. So I decided to throw a whole act the day before her party. We had a huge with on the Saturday before it (all staged on my behalf). The next day, the day of the party, I called up Danny and told her to call her and tell her that I'm not going to talk to her anymore over what happened the day before. Boy was she furious at me, i'd promised that I'd be with her for her b'day. I kepy telling her that I'm not cause she hurt me so badly. I asked Steve to call her and say he was picking her up instead of me. Well the time came when it was time to pick her up and iI got Steve to call her again on her cell to tell her he's waiting outside, but little did she know that I was waiting for her outside instead. God you had to see the look on her face. She was about to cry. I felt so bad for what I did but I had to surprize her someone, believe me its hard to surprize that girl. Still didnt know why I didnt get smacked :oP. I explained why had to do what I did and she understood. I totally got her. She was speechless all the way to the party. Then when we got there and she saw all her friends there. :o) I'm was so happy it worked out ok. The night was over and we decided to head for home. I had one last thing on my list to do for the night. So I parked and I gave her my present, again another speechless moment. She loved the necklace. The look in her eyes just told me that we both wanted more then just to be friends but were scared to take the plunge. Not only was I scared I was terrified, I knew I couldnt deal with a no. Even though I really wanted to kiss her I knew it wasnt the right time. I decided to drop her off before I made a mistake I might have regretted. From then on I just couldnt stop thinking of her. I knew I wanted to start a relationship with her.
The upcoming week was just nerve-wreaking. It was either one or the other who couldnt make the move. I knew she wasnt going to make it herself but I needed to know if I'd get a yes outta her. I couldnt take it anymore. Sunday came and I put her on the spot. I just needed an answer right there and then. She didnt want to give me one. Well after at least a 2 hour conversation she asked me one last time to ask her the question again.
"Lets stop hiding behind it and face our fears. Amanda are you ready to take a chance with me ?" And I got the answer I wanted. I was so happy. I couldnt believe it. i was bout to cry. I'll never forget that moment.
Well its got long enough already I'll continue later. But I havent even started with all the events that took place the last pasts months. Dunno if I wil eitherl.
Oh before I leave. Congrad's go out to Tracie and Allan. You go girl !!
l8er
Holy crap so much has happened since the last time. Where do I begin ??
Ok better start from the most important thing thats changed. I'm dating this totally awesome girl, Amanda is all mine and only mine. We met a few months ago.... just before end of last year. At first I wasnt intrested in her, I had just broken up with my ex and was still getting over that. Well so was Amanda, we helped each other get through it all. I wasnt really ready to see other people just then, neigher was she. We made sure that we both were aware of it. Well as time went by Amanda and myself got closer. I'd say the turning point was her birthday. A close friend of hers and I decided to throw her a suprize party, well wasnt really a suprize cause she found out and it pissed me off. So I decided to throw a whole act the day before her party. We had a huge with on the Saturday before it (all staged on my behalf). The next day, the day of the party, I called up Danny and told her to call her and tell her that I'm not going to talk to her anymore over what happened the day before. Boy was she furious at me, i'd promised that I'd be with her for her b'day. I kepy telling her that I'm not cause she hurt me so badly. I asked Steve to call her and say he was picking her up instead of me. Well the time came when it was time to pick her up and iI got Steve to call her again on her cell to tell her he's waiting outside, but little did she know that I was waiting for her outside instead. God you had to see the look on her face. She was about to cry. I felt so bad for what I did but I had to surprize her someone, believe me its hard to surprize that girl. Still didnt know why I didnt get smacked :oP. I explained why had to do what I did and she understood. I totally got her. She was speechless all the way to the party. Then when we got there and she saw all her friends there. :o) I'm was so happy it worked out ok. The night was over and we decided to head for home. I had one last thing on my list to do for the night. So I parked and I gave her my present, again another speechless moment. She loved the necklace. The look in her eyes just told me that we both wanted more then just to be friends but were scared to take the plunge. Not only was I scared I was terrified, I knew I couldnt deal with a no. Even though I really wanted to kiss her I knew it wasnt the right time. I decided to drop her off before I made a mistake I might have regretted. From then on I just couldnt stop thinking of her. I knew I wanted to start a relationship with her.
The upcoming week was just nerve-wreaking. It was either one or the other who couldnt make the move. I knew she wasnt going to make it herself but I needed to know if I'd get a yes outta her. I couldnt take it anymore. Sunday came and I put her on the spot. I just needed an answer right there and then. She didnt want to give me one. Well after at least a 2 hour conversation she asked me one last time to ask her the question again.
"Lets stop hiding behind it and face our fears. Amanda are you ready to take a chance with me ?" And I got the answer I wanted. I was so happy. I couldnt believe it. i was bout to cry. I'll never forget that moment.
Well its got long enough already I'll continue later. But I havent even started with all the events that took place the last pasts months. Dunno if I wil eitherl.
Oh before I leave. Congrad's go out to Tracie and Allan. You go girl !!
l8er