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so ... i guess im just the worlds most confusing person.
yesterday, and today - i saw macon. couldnt bring myself to do anything. well, not anything. but i couldnt have sex with him. WHAT IS MY DEAL!? i think deep down that i've decided i dont want to be the girl that has sex with guys she just met the day before, [who are hot, and in the army, and a bomb specialist - damn] but more of the girl that makes things meaningful by waiting until im in a relationship. and if that takes a long time, so be it. before yesterday i'd gone, 6 months without getting ANY what so ever, and i was fine. but logans coming next weekend too :\ and i know im going to disappoint him when he finds out that im gonna be prude.
britt and brianne are even more mad at me for shit that I didnt do. fucked up? yah we thought so as well. apparently i run my mouth about people, rat people out, and no one likes me b/c i try to please everyone.
i need new friends.
yesterday, and today - i saw macon. couldnt bring myself to do anything. well, not anything. but i couldnt have sex with him. WHAT IS MY DEAL!? i think deep down that i've decided i dont want to be the girl that has sex with guys she just met the day before, [who are hot, and in the army, and a bomb specialist - damn] but more of the girl that makes things meaningful by waiting until im in a relationship. and if that takes a long time, so be it. before yesterday i'd gone, 6 months without getting ANY what so ever, and i was fine. but logans coming next weekend too :\ and i know im going to disappoint him when he finds out that im gonna be prude.
britt and brianne are even more mad at me for shit that I didnt do. fucked up? yah we thought so as well. apparently i run my mouth about people, rat people out, and no one likes me b/c i try to please everyone.
i need new friends.