Pure agony.
Man, this fucking sucks. Just when I thought I could handle the fact that I would most likely never be able to redeem my love for her, or share it, the thought gets the ol' "What the fuck are you thinking you stupid ass, you love her more than you've ever loved anyone. Go get her, or you will be miserable just like you are now."
Just seeing her again for the first time in a few months is enough to make me think "What was I thinking. I know I want her, need her, but I'm doing nothing to help this."
I'm done.
Just seeing her again for the first time in a few months is enough to make me think "What was I thinking. I know I want her, need her, but I'm doing nothing to help this."
I'm done.