human alarm clock

[t0nightless]

so holly called me at 4 this morning and woke me up. As weird as it sounds it was wonderful... having holly as an alarm clock that is haha. it's nice to hear her first thing when i wake up... especially being that i can't see her.
tomorrow is the breaking benjamin concert and i'm pumped i can't wait. and this week has been going by fast which is even better. i guess i'm staying up there this weekend... wish she could come stay with me :-\

work is boring

so for all this body building i'm trying to do... i did some research and yeah... I'm trying to rearrange my diet a little bit. I'm supposed to have 1 - 1.5 grams of protein for every pound i weigh... i was at 165 like a couple months ago... but i definitely think i've gained a little more weight cuz i think i look a little bigger. yesterday i think i managed to take down about 160 grams of protein... so i need to figure this out... i've been doing about 4 and maybe like a half meals... but i need to atleast make it 5... they're small meals but they're supposed to be balanced i need to get like 35 grams per meal... ay yi yi... my skinny ass needs to buffen up
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back to work