the apple fallen from the tree, is rotten and so beautiful.
im the devil with the black dress on
I'm sitting here its 11:36, i usually wake up at this time but ive been up since 6am, and im beat. not really i'm kind of awake. i forgot i was going to make green tea. ROCK N ROLL theres a box of green tea. i need honey.. mmmm. i haven't used honey in tea in a very long time before i got to bretts house and stayed there. Brett and i, are doing great on the other hand. ive been feeling bad about what ive done to him in the past, ive hit him before in a fight and its eating away at my soul i feel like a fucking scum bag.
im listening to kula shaker and it makes me want to take him and hold him for the rest of my life. and never let go... my baby... my soul... my other half, myself, just looking differently ( and better looking i must say ) lol.
its so funny, people who are in love have to make themselves like their mates look, and my mate is the most beautiful person ive ever seen, it brings a tear to my eye..
i have an interview today, lets see how that goes. at pet shop. stop. whatever. im going there at 2:00 with Joe to be interviewed, how uncomfortable that is, i hope they don't put me on the spot. or anything like that. drug tests? nope. can't tkae them, yup i'm a pot head. oh well.
Rob and Marissa... i'm thinking, that would be perfect. i hope she doesnt hurt him or vice versa. rob has a bigger heart then u would think though. hes a good person.
i made brett a cd, and heres what it has on it
1) Fade into you- Mazzy star ( it reminds me of him so much)
2) brandon dicamillo ( him doing a chinese freestyle its funny)
3)vivica- jack off jill
4)shower your love-kula shaker
5) tourrettes- nirvana
6)last farewell- kula shaker
7) black horse riding star-scarling
8)ball and chain- sublime
9)coffee and tv- blur
10) bohemian like you- dandy warholes
11)5th element
12) neighbor- ugly kid joe
13)bizaar love triangle- stabbing westward
14)tyler-toadies
15) rivers of baybalon- sublime
16) total hate -sublime ( featuring gwen stefani)
17) white rabbit- jefferson airplane
18)band aid covered bullet holes- scarling
19) creep- scarling
20) from your mouth- god lives underwater