new attitude?
got a little bit of a new attitude.sittin around on my ass crying about my weight isnt going to make me lose any weight.so ive been trying to eat healthy. only eatin one meal aday, with little snacks like fruit and saltine crackers (no salt) in between.and drinkin smoothies from the food court with a slim down booster.ive been hittin the gym too.im trying to get into going at once or twice a day.im trying to lose this weight quick ya noe.and get healthy at the same time.i think im doing good so far far.except today i had a brownie wit ma salad.i noe ima retarded.buh ill do better tomorrow.
staying on this happy note, the semester is over in a bout three weeks.im so happy.i cant wait to go home for a month and just spend it with my family and friends.and i LOVE christmas time.im actually going shoppin in philly on saturday to get everyone gifts.that should be fun.
but the bad part about that is that i aint gon see vic for a while.its gonna suck but at least its gonna prepare us for the summer.hey u noe what they say, absence makes the heart grower fonder.either way its gonna test our relationship. =/
im finally beginnin the REAL process of turnin my life around.in a couple of months i should be totally content with my life and how i look.i cant wait.this is just the beginning of a new life for me.people have doubted me in the past, but soon enough ill be the one that has the last laff and I will have everyone looking at me when i walk in a room.nobody knows how much i want this and how ill do anything to get it.even if it means taking drastic measures for a little bit until i see some results.im actually beginning to be happy again.
hey.soon i wont be "the fat girl" anymore.YAY!!!! =D
staying on this happy note, the semester is over in a bout three weeks.im so happy.i cant wait to go home for a month and just spend it with my family and friends.and i LOVE christmas time.im actually going shoppin in philly on saturday to get everyone gifts.that should be fun.
but the bad part about that is that i aint gon see vic for a while.its gonna suck but at least its gonna prepare us for the summer.hey u noe what they say, absence makes the heart grower fonder.either way its gonna test our relationship. =/
im finally beginnin the REAL process of turnin my life around.in a couple of months i should be totally content with my life and how i look.i cant wait.this is just the beginning of a new life for me.people have doubted me in the past, but soon enough ill be the one that has the last laff and I will have everyone looking at me when i walk in a room.nobody knows how much i want this and how ill do anything to get it.even if it means taking drastic measures for a little bit until i see some results.im actually beginning to be happy again.
hey.soon i wont be "the fat girl" anymore.YAY!!!! =D