"since you been gone I CANT breathe for the first time"
Lord. I have to agree with meg on this...our lives are like soap operas 24 by 7.
Went out to Dunkin with her this afternoon, we had a really good chat. Big sister/little sister bonding time was deff. needed. I realized something this afternoon when i got home...the people that really matter in your life dont go away with distance. I hadn't really hung with meg in quite some time but it was like nothing changed. I guess distance isnt a problem when you care about someone.
On the other hand, distance creates termoil and confusion in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. I find it hard not to talk to mike for a day or two. Or even a couple of hours. I worry that those hours will lead to something that will break us apart. (This sounds insane I know) but whatever. Can't help it.
I've gotten better at not calling so much because we concluded that i was being totally compulsive but I still have those god forsaken worries. It's not that i dont trust him or anything, no no. Its like...me. I always wonder if he doesnt want to talk to me or if i did something.
I sound insane. If he read this he would probably hit me.
I love him. ALOT. :)
P.s....im in his senior writeup. AMAZING
NIghtttt
Went out to Dunkin with her this afternoon, we had a really good chat. Big sister/little sister bonding time was deff. needed. I realized something this afternoon when i got home...the people that really matter in your life dont go away with distance. I hadn't really hung with meg in quite some time but it was like nothing changed. I guess distance isnt a problem when you care about someone.
On the other hand, distance creates termoil and confusion in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. I find it hard not to talk to mike for a day or two. Or even a couple of hours. I worry that those hours will lead to something that will break us apart. (This sounds insane I know) but whatever. Can't help it.
I've gotten better at not calling so much because we concluded that i was being totally compulsive but I still have those god forsaken worries. It's not that i dont trust him or anything, no no. Its like...me. I always wonder if he doesnt want to talk to me or if i did something.
I sound insane. If he read this he would probably hit me.
I love him. ALOT. :)
P.s....im in his senior writeup. AMAZING
NIghtttt