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[szucs]

yeah, so i'm though with the people i consider my everyday friends. i'm tired of meaning so little to those fuckers. i consider them my friends so i'd still do anything for them and don't really expect anything in return except to maybe hang out once in a while but fuck em. the reason why i say all this is because i got into a little "exchange of words" with Beth Turks boyfriend. so i guess i was bothering her and pissing her and her boyfriend off?.... Funny.... since when does calling/texting someone become such an annoyance? especially since she was ignoring me and that i had no idea that i was being so fucking annoying! if she had just told me she wanted nothing to fucking do with me that would have been fine but no! she ignores me and expects me to know that she doesnt want to talk to me. so i continue to attempt to get a hold of her, under the assumption that maybe she wasn't getting my messages, maybe i just missed her? But no. she was ignoring me and it's my fault... fuck that. fuck em both. if it was because i was bugging her so much, why didnt she tell me off sooner? but that can't be the reason because then why did she ignore me the first time? or fuck, even the second time?....

so i'm through with them. my major friends, the really close ones, are the only ones whom i'll be talking to anymore, unless someone else tries to get a hold of me.

but besides that. i guess i'm fine. just fed up with the shit.... i need a vacation...

the hockey tournament was a blast! we didn't win it but technically we would have gotten third but they don't hand out third place trophes, so... i did ok. altogether i only let in 9 goals out of 5 games. and i really appreciate kris and dominique for showing up.. it meant alot.