Thinking of creativity...

[szeret21]

I spent a little time tonight browsing through my friend Mae's flicker account, and I happened on a few photos I took for her almost two years ago. And while I was looking at them, I suddenly had an urge to put together some sort of project for myself. I miss photography. I miss being creative. Lately things feel like work, home and sleep (This isn

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[anonymous]

I wish you well. I've never wished otherwise.

[szeret21]

I understand that, and wish the same for you. But that isn't answering my question. Could you please answer it?

[anonymous]

What good does it do me to say that? To say anything that I may feel? It wouldn't be productive. It would be counter-productive.

Its probably just a bad day.

:)

[szeret21]

I don't know what to tell you.
Bad days happen, but it's been two years. I really do wish you the best, and I hope that one day you find someone really special that truly is meant for you. But I don't think it's healthy to continue these posts.

[anonymous]

Wow, I almost feel bad now, lol.

I think John probably has moved on, lol. Doesn't everybody?

[szeret21]

Ok. Well enough with the games. You led me to believe I was speaking to John. If this isn't John, then who is this. It would much appreciated if we could just be honest here.

[sirithkai]

Who the fuck are you and why are you playing games?

[anonymous]

Have you ever had a sexual relationship with another man, Steve?

I wonder if Rae's parents realize just how fucked up you are. Maybe Mr. & and Mrs. Borhegi should get some information about you, lol. Its a shame really. Rae is a good girl at heart, but easily manipulated. Its not too hard for others to see the monster you are, but you've taken this poor girl away from her friends and now you'll take her even further away to where, Tampa? Where next, perhaps Osh Kosh, Wisconsin? Its sad to see because generally speaking I think most people have liked Rahel, but she's sadly changed since you've come along.

To the person that lives on 65 Shelbrune Rd in Springfield PA

[szeret21]

Alright. I don't really care at this point who you are, what I do care about are empty threats and your benign attempt at trying to get under my skin. You can try and contact my parents, but you don't even know their last name. It's nice to see that you troll either my Facebook account, or Steven's Facebook account. It must take a lot of effort on your part to try and stay up on my happenings.

But the point is this. I am very happy with where I am and who I'm with. Even if it's by Steven's apparent total manipulation of my body, brain and soul. Are you happy with where you are and who you're with? Because when I read your previous post, you sound lonely, angry and sad. I'm very sorry that you're not happy with your surroundings. I can only wish that one day you realize that life is never as horrible as it may seem to you. I hope that one day you will know what true happiness is.

All my best,
Rae

[d2leddy]

Have you ever had a sexual relationship with another man, Steve?

No, but I do. Daily. Anything you need to know about man-man sex, you just ask me about it. Steve can't help you too much in that department. Girlfriend.

Rae is a good girl at heart, but easily manipulated.

I dunno, you don't seem to be successful. And she's not a girl, asswipe. Look again.

That's why her parents' thoughts are irrelevant unless she decides otherwise.

but you've taken this poor girl away

That's right. Because she's a helpless infant. She was sitting on the doorstep. In a picnic basket. And then Monster grabbed the basket. And ran.
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Let's review, Mr. Anonymous, and justify not interacting with you again:

Diagnostic criteria for 301.83 Borderline Personality Disorder

A pervasive pattern of instability of interpersonal relationships, self-image, and affects, and marked impulsivity beginning by early adulthood and present in a variety of contexts, as indicated by five (or more) of the following:

[CHECK]: (1) frantic efforts to avoid

[sirithkai]

At the end of the day I realized I was no better than you by giving into the hate. I removed my comments about you, even though they are quite true and even though I don't have to hide behind an anony.

I am moving on. I suggest you do the same otherwise the rest of your life will be marred with negativity. I don't need that, you don't need that and most importantly your children don't need it either. Chris made a good point to Rae about how much energy it must take to hold onto such feelings and he was right.

With the way I have lived life I can recognize that I need to take it into a different direction. I hope you find the wisdom to realize you need to do the same.

God bless you.