Call in the muses!
I need to find a new hobby, or better yet a new perspective.
I have been lacking interest in quite a number of stuff I have found well - engaging before. A sign of depression? No, I'm not depressed. NO, I'M NOT IN DENIAL. Hahaha.
I've tried reading fanfiction. I can't even finish reading a complete paragraph before my mind wanders off somewhere. I've tried lurking at places on the net, but I am finding it extremely difficult finding something rudimently interesting. I do not/ could not will myself to watch a random anime on animax or elsewhere. I miss going crazy about something, that way, I AM enjoying something...
Now my head is like --- Bleah...
Sleep has always been a form of luxury for the past years. And now that I'm having an average of 10 hours a day, the act of sleeping seems all too tiring.
I want to go out, find something I would indulge doing.
I am being engulfed - whole - by laaaziness.
I want a wave of motivation, a sense of direction, maybe?
I have been lacking interest in quite a number of stuff I have found well - engaging before. A sign of depression? No, I'm not depressed. NO, I'M NOT IN DENIAL. Hahaha.
I've tried reading fanfiction. I can't even finish reading a complete paragraph before my mind wanders off somewhere. I've tried lurking at places on the net, but I am finding it extremely difficult finding something rudimently interesting. I do not/ could not will myself to watch a random anime on animax or elsewhere. I miss going crazy about something, that way, I AM enjoying something...
Now my head is like --- Bleah...
Sleep has always been a form of luxury for the past years. And now that I'm having an average of 10 hours a day, the act of sleeping seems all too tiring.
I want to go out, find something I would indulge doing.
I am being engulfed - whole - by laaaziness.
I want a wave of motivation, a sense of direction, maybe?