FIC: hold my hand
Tittle :Hold My Hand
Rating: K+
Gender: Fantasy/epic Supernatural fandom/RPF
Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jared Padalecki, Misha Collins, Mark Pellegrino, Samantha Smith, Rachel Miner, all other Supernatural ladies and some others.
Pairings Jared/Misha, JDM/Samantha Smith
Sumary: they needed someone brave and with the heart hardened by pain to rule them, the Witch needed a virgin's first blood and heartbroken knight.
A/N: I tend to think in the craziest thing while getting ready for stress, this oine came after I was dumped by my BF when he wanted to get serious... Why? HELL'S knows!!
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First part
second part
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The next year right before the winter solstice Jared is sent back to Lord Misha's lands, once more he doesn't see much of his future husband, so he use his time seeing the place, wandering about with his guard.
Every time Jared was around Lord Collins he had this weird sensation that his soon to be husband and mate wanted nothing with him.
This time he had no chance to share his concerns with his cousin who was in a monastery with the death warriors.
"Not true" soothed Samantha, while once more trying on the headpiece of her bridal gown, Jared looked at her too happy, no worries in the world face and rolled his eyes, "don't give that look... in a couple years this will be you..." she said pointing to the mirror where her happy face was reflected.
Jared moved away and jumped landing on top of the bed "I might be marrying soon, but the difference is that you first chose who to marry and he choose you, and you love each other"
"Darling..." Samantha turned around and moved to him "... I know this was never your choice, but Lord Misha is a great man, and you will be pleased with your life here... don't you think?" Once more the youngster moved away from her warm touch
"yeah... I'll be quite comfortable...." and left the room.
He felt restless and wanted to stop thinking on what his life will be
Jared spent the next couple days helping an old gardener who was trying to remove stones from a space to grow white flowers for the next summer, when Samantha and Jeffrey Dean Morgan will marry. seeing the young lord working with his hands a bunch of kids and pets started to gather on the courtyard to walk with him.
By the time Misha came back from the meeting for a treaty with the lands near the south frontier he found neat rows on the part of the yard that once was stones and gravel "this looks amazing..." said smiling and looking to Jeff who flew away the second his feet touched the ground, turned once more to the old gardener "you did a great Job... thank you. I'm sure Lord Morgan will thank you too once he sees his future wife..." the knights behind him laughed with them.
The old man bowed in respect "My lord your own future mate is responsible for this, since he did more work than me" Misha's brow raised at the idea of the young lord helping the people
"and where is he now?" asked smiling the man pointed to the other side of the wall, where the laughter of kids could be heard.
he walked to there to find Jared running around with a girl on sitting on his neck, Misha knew the girl, her parents went to Rachel, his late wife asking for help after their only daughter were trampled on by a horse, her legs ruined for ever. Rachel asked for doctors and when no doctor could help her asked for the most skilled craftsman in the country to help her to be as normal as possible.
Right now the wheeled chair Rachel got for her was left aside, forgotten on the floor while she squealed delighted to be moving fast with the rest of the kids, and all flying hands and squeals while trying to catch a kid.
One of the mothers saw it and gasped loud enough to make the children stop, Mark Pellegrino moved to protect his charge, and Jared finally turned and saw his betrothed standing there; sweaty, with his hair all over the place, not stuffed in a too tight dress suit and smiling, Misha for first time saw him for what he was, a good man, young but a man non the less, a handsome man, and someone he could love. "Good afternoon my lord" said Jared and moved away to put the girl down, someone pushed the chair for her to sit
"Don't go Jay... please..." he looked at the kids "stay.. let's play..." said someone else "jay.. don't go..." Jared smiled "I'll be back tomorrow" whispered and passing a hand over his hair moved to talk to Misha.
"I just saw what you did on the yard... Lady Smith sure will be Happy with the flowers for her wedding" Jared smiled displaying dimples and white even teeth but couldn't say anything "walk with me my lord... please..." Jared let out a shaky breath, he had dirt on his hands, his nails were black, he spent the whole day under the sun and working out, he was sweaty and smelly and his shirt had stains all over it.
"Right now? asked feeling how his face was turning hotter"
Misha smiled fixing those deep ocean blue eyes on him "Yes... My lord now..." and offered him his hand.
"Jared..." let the boy out in a breath "call me Jared" and took the offered hand.
The walk went fine at first, Misha asked Jared what he liked and if he ever felt like getting married, after all, Misha thought, they will be married in a year or two, no sense in not getting to know each other. the conversation was light, and even if they didn't really shared any important fact about each other they shared a couple hours walking around, until something escaped Misha's mouth "you reminded me of my wife today..." Jared stopped in his tracks, and misha tried to clear thing up "she was kind and caring and loved the sound of child's laughter" and turning to see Jared "seems like you're pretty much like her" Misha could see in the way Jared's face was getting more and more serious that he made a mistake, he just wanted to ask one thing but started the whole thing wrong "I just... I miss her every day and every night... she was..."
Things went not smoothly, it was awkward and forced and Jared lost his patience and decided to leave "Sir..." he started "if you don't mind... I'm tired and in need of a bath, if you excuse me... " and with a curt vow turned around to get Misha's hand in his arm
"wait... I just... Why? why you helped him, Why you picked up that girl?" Jared blinked, his eyes stuck on Misha's hand on his skin.
"Because she was alone... and I know how it feels to be alone... same with the gardener, his sons are soldiers, he's alone too, and he feels useless, I know how it feels too..."
Misha let go and Jared moved a step away "You're not alone... even if forced, we're together now Jared... you have me, and have you seen that garden? you're amazing, you bring joy and happiness with you, kid, you're not useless."
Jared smiled and left, he had to really fight the urge to run away, his heart thumping on his chest, the heat on the place where Misha's hand rested was too much, and those words were still ringing in his ears.
Maybe until that moment this was something Jared had to do, in order to make his father happy, but now, now he knew he'd get to love Lord Misha Collins, He just knew.
so, I know this is even more raw than usual, I swear to God I'll check on continuity and gramar and stuff latter.
Thanks
Rating: K+
Gender: Fantasy/epic Supernatural fandom/RPF
Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jared Padalecki, Misha Collins, Mark Pellegrino, Samantha Smith, Rachel Miner, all other Supernatural ladies and some others.
Pairings Jared/Misha, JDM/Samantha Smith
Sumary: they needed someone brave and with the heart hardened by pain to rule them, the Witch needed a virgin's first blood and heartbroken knight.
A/N: I tend to think in the craziest thing while getting ready for stress, this oine came after I was dumped by my BF when he wanted to get serious... Why? HELL'S knows!!
***
First part
second part
***
The next year right before the winter solstice Jared is sent back to Lord Misha's lands, once more he doesn't see much of his future husband, so he use his time seeing the place, wandering about with his guard.
Every time Jared was around Lord Collins he had this weird sensation that his soon to be husband and mate wanted nothing with him.
This time he had no chance to share his concerns with his cousin who was in a monastery with the death warriors.
"Not true" soothed Samantha, while once more trying on the headpiece of her bridal gown, Jared looked at her too happy, no worries in the world face and rolled his eyes, "don't give that look... in a couple years this will be you..." she said pointing to the mirror where her happy face was reflected.
Jared moved away and jumped landing on top of the bed "I might be marrying soon, but the difference is that you first chose who to marry and he choose you, and you love each other"
"Darling..." Samantha turned around and moved to him "... I know this was never your choice, but Lord Misha is a great man, and you will be pleased with your life here... don't you think?" Once more the youngster moved away from her warm touch
"yeah... I'll be quite comfortable...." and left the room.
He felt restless and wanted to stop thinking on what his life will be
Jared spent the next couple days helping an old gardener who was trying to remove stones from a space to grow white flowers for the next summer, when Samantha and Jeffrey Dean Morgan will marry. seeing the young lord working with his hands a bunch of kids and pets started to gather on the courtyard to walk with him.
By the time Misha came back from the meeting for a treaty with the lands near the south frontier he found neat rows on the part of the yard that once was stones and gravel "this looks amazing..." said smiling and looking to Jeff who flew away the second his feet touched the ground, turned once more to the old gardener "you did a great Job... thank you. I'm sure Lord Morgan will thank you too once he sees his future wife..." the knights behind him laughed with them.
The old man bowed in respect "My lord your own future mate is responsible for this, since he did more work than me" Misha's brow raised at the idea of the young lord helping the people
"and where is he now?" asked smiling the man pointed to the other side of the wall, where the laughter of kids could be heard.
he walked to there to find Jared running around with a girl on sitting on his neck, Misha knew the girl, her parents went to Rachel, his late wife asking for help after their only daughter were trampled on by a horse, her legs ruined for ever. Rachel asked for doctors and when no doctor could help her asked for the most skilled craftsman in the country to help her to be as normal as possible.
Right now the wheeled chair Rachel got for her was left aside, forgotten on the floor while she squealed delighted to be moving fast with the rest of the kids, and all flying hands and squeals while trying to catch a kid.
One of the mothers saw it and gasped loud enough to make the children stop, Mark Pellegrino moved to protect his charge, and Jared finally turned and saw his betrothed standing there; sweaty, with his hair all over the place, not stuffed in a too tight dress suit and smiling, Misha for first time saw him for what he was, a good man, young but a man non the less, a handsome man, and someone he could love. "Good afternoon my lord" said Jared and moved away to put the girl down, someone pushed the chair for her to sit
"Don't go Jay... please..." he looked at the kids "stay.. let's play..." said someone else "jay.. don't go..." Jared smiled "I'll be back tomorrow" whispered and passing a hand over his hair moved to talk to Misha.
"I just saw what you did on the yard... Lady Smith sure will be Happy with the flowers for her wedding" Jared smiled displaying dimples and white even teeth but couldn't say anything "walk with me my lord... please..." Jared let out a shaky breath, he had dirt on his hands, his nails were black, he spent the whole day under the sun and working out, he was sweaty and smelly and his shirt had stains all over it.
"Right now? asked feeling how his face was turning hotter"
Misha smiled fixing those deep ocean blue eyes on him "Yes... My lord now..." and offered him his hand.
"Jared..." let the boy out in a breath "call me Jared" and took the offered hand.
The walk went fine at first, Misha asked Jared what he liked and if he ever felt like getting married, after all, Misha thought, they will be married in a year or two, no sense in not getting to know each other. the conversation was light, and even if they didn't really shared any important fact about each other they shared a couple hours walking around, until something escaped Misha's mouth "you reminded me of my wife today..." Jared stopped in his tracks, and misha tried to clear thing up "she was kind and caring and loved the sound of child's laughter" and turning to see Jared "seems like you're pretty much like her" Misha could see in the way Jared's face was getting more and more serious that he made a mistake, he just wanted to ask one thing but started the whole thing wrong "I just... I miss her every day and every night... she was..."
Things went not smoothly, it was awkward and forced and Jared lost his patience and decided to leave "Sir..." he started "if you don't mind... I'm tired and in need of a bath, if you excuse me... " and with a curt vow turned around to get Misha's hand in his arm
"wait... I just... Why? why you helped him, Why you picked up that girl?" Jared blinked, his eyes stuck on Misha's hand on his skin.
"Because she was alone... and I know how it feels to be alone... same with the gardener, his sons are soldiers, he's alone too, and he feels useless, I know how it feels too..."
Misha let go and Jared moved a step away "You're not alone... even if forced, we're together now Jared... you have me, and have you seen that garden? you're amazing, you bring joy and happiness with you, kid, you're not useless."
Jared smiled and left, he had to really fight the urge to run away, his heart thumping on his chest, the heat on the place where Misha's hand rested was too much, and those words were still ringing in his ears.
Maybe until that moment this was something Jared had to do, in order to make his father happy, but now, now he knew he'd get to love Lord Misha Collins, He just knew.
so, I know this is even more raw than usual, I swear to God I'll check on continuity and gramar and stuff latter.
Thanks