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So I just got back from NH a few hours ago. It was a good time, we didn't go tubing since it was -15 to 3 degrees all weekend with wind chills up to -50 degrees. We did go snowmobiling though. It was a ton of fun, for the most part Jon drove and I was on the back, but I did take it around the yard for a bit. It was such a fun time driving it, the yard was huge. The house was a beuatiul log cabin with a georgeous view of the mountains in the back yard. Then we just sat in front of the fire, watched TV and movies, and played some games. At some points Jon was acting all weird and when I asked him if everything was okay he was just like 'yes.. u worry too much.' and I told him I'm a worrier, that's what I do, I worry. and he was just like 'well, u need to get over it' ok, so I assume he meant becuase we are fine, but I woulda liked a little more reassurance esp. since the night before I asked him how he thought we were doing because we had never really talked about it and I just wanted to know he took a while to respond and said "alright, i'm happy" I dunno, maybe it's because I'm looking for a certain response that I know I'm not going to get that it bothers me. I am so happy when we are together, but I just wish I could get some emotions out every now and though so I know where we stand. Or I jsut need to shut the hell up and appreciate that I finally found a good guy.. grrrr. Ah well.. I just hope we get to get together before I leave for Disney on Saturday or it'll be over 2 weeks before I get to see him again. I am so pumped to go to Disney-Saturday we're eating with Pooh and friends, Sunday with Mickey and Friends, and then Monday we are going to Sea World where I get to pat a dolphin again!!!! Who else will be able to say they snow mobiled AND swam over break?? Thursday morning I have a hair appointment.. I'm thinking about chopping it.. what do you ya'll think? TTFN.