Aug 06, 2005 11:57
do you understand high maintenance? I NEED TO BE CONTACTED I need to feel like someone wants to talk to me. You didn't offer me that. So shame on you for letting your fears get the best of you; what kind of a man are you anyway? I felt you drifting away; I knew where things were going to go. So I left before you got to do it to me. What kind of a boy leaves the girl to sit home alone waiting for a phone call that never comes. SO go ahead and look for help in all your friends when you could get truth and understanding from me. All I wanted was to understand you but you didn't even give me a chance. Well at least this is what I expected; now I'm not let down. Just affirmed that you are just... like.... them.
Yeah I know you ask Emily to give you all teh answers instead of coming to me. I know you talk to her about mroe things than you'd ever confide in me. So you didn't trust me; so I didn't trust you.
And when you didn't call, you lost me. You let me slip away.
...I'm not the one who was leaving...
You say "You can't ever understand" and "Woe is me"
How can I understand if you'll never let me through? You're not the kind of guy I was looking for. You wallow in your misery and hide behind your cowardice. Congratulations for giving into fear instead of holding onto something you claim you care about. The friendship must not have meant enough to you. Congratu gratu lations.
I'm not the one who was leaving