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It's been over 5 years since I've been on this thing, I can't believe I remember the password..lol
Well a lot of things have changed, a lot of lessons learned, and then sometimes making the same mistakes but not as often.
I try to keep tabs on everyone, but it's hard to when you are so far away from everyone. I feel like a bad friend sometimes for not keeping close with every one. But at least I know I can see what they are up to thanks to today's technology and all..
I remember when live journal was the bee's knee's when it first came out, then the my spaces and the face books and the twitters ( I still can't figure the twit out) things were a bit less complicated then too, cell phone were getting smaller, and you could still find a decent phone booth if you knew where to look.
I still have a horrible time sleeping, but at least I have Ben to curl up next to every night. We've been together for 5 years this month. If all the crazy shit that has happened in my life was to find him, I'd live through those mistakes a thousand times over to be with him.
I've felt things more deeply, more sincerely, and more securely since we've been together .
Kinda nice.
Reading my journal after so long really showed me just how much things have changed in my life.