Anger-Control
"I clench my fist until my fingernails break the skin on my palms..."
"I watch the blood trickle down my arm and think what could have been of us."
Sometimes i put on some hard rock song with a rad guitar solo somewhere admist the lyrics. I think of all the things that have angered me recently and not recently. Clenching my fist is what i find myself doing. If i yelled my mom would hear and she doesnt need to see that.
She really doesnt help my busy schedule. She wants me to be happy while working outside and down by barn. She said i wasnt really excited to help her, and i told her im not excited about anything. I want her to leave me alone, espically after working 9,10, 11 hours on saturdays. "No i dont want to help you do yardwork. No i wont help you do something your perfectly able to do yourself." My sister is a anchor on my ankles. Ball and Chain system. If Katy's home, mom knows im home. I think she likes the idea of keeping tabs on me. Since im so bad: trafficking drugs, killing people, drinking, etc. Yes, those are thing i love to do...NOT
So the second week of Spring Break will be basically... working most likely paying for engine repairs on my car. Total so far: 1,060 $ Estimated cost: 1,600+ $
"I watch the blood trickle down my arm and think what could have been of us."
Sometimes i put on some hard rock song with a rad guitar solo somewhere admist the lyrics. I think of all the things that have angered me recently and not recently. Clenching my fist is what i find myself doing. If i yelled my mom would hear and she doesnt need to see that.
She really doesnt help my busy schedule. She wants me to be happy while working outside and down by barn. She said i wasnt really excited to help her, and i told her im not excited about anything. I want her to leave me alone, espically after working 9,10, 11 hours on saturdays. "No i dont want to help you do yardwork. No i wont help you do something your perfectly able to do yourself." My sister is a anchor on my ankles. Ball and Chain system. If Katy's home, mom knows im home. I think she likes the idea of keeping tabs on me. Since im so bad: trafficking drugs, killing people, drinking, etc. Yes, those are thing i love to do...NOT
So the second week of Spring Break will be basically... working most likely paying for engine repairs on my car. Total so far: 1,060 $ Estimated cost: 1,600+ $