Why?
This may be some form of ventage, maybe a warning, or it might just be my thoughts on a way too common issue. Its actually up to your interpretation. On to the subject
Another Sunday has come, so that means more bad news. My mom banned me from the computer Mondays through Thrusdays. WTF??! is right. Am i failing anything? hell no. My lowest grade is an 85. Not too happy with that myself but still. It got to me thinking. Its times like these that causes me to not be able to study. I got my ACT book and tried to take a model test and couldnt concentrate at all. Because i was just mad and couldnt take my mind off of killing people i didnt like and what not. Which also tracked my mind to what got me into killing people and such. My mom tried to get me to be softhearted. So much for that idiotic ideal. So when i get mad, i cant succeed?
But then i also thought about kids who have it so much worse than i do. Kids whose parents beat them and yell and curse all the time. They also cant afford things that we all have and pretty much take for granted. And then theres the kids that are so frekkin depressed that all they can do is cry and some form of pain to try and litten the load they feel. Yeah cutting themselves and such i cant stand it when they arent even able to talk to anyone about the problems and hardships they indure. that really pisses me off. I know i complain about my mom alot. I should really try and stop, but the person that stands in your way of being happy isnt someone you really like alot is it?
This is the only life that your going to live. Are you living it the way you want to?
I look at mine and its kind of allright. I see people like Evan, so friendly and just about any girl that he meets already has a crush on him or wants to be great friends with him. More power to the man. Then other people like this girl that i met online, that lived Arizona somewhere. Yeah, thats right, i said lived. Until she pulled the trigger. Then that was the end of her 16 years of her abused and depressed life. It made me sick to try and imagine her parents. Her only shot at life was spoiled by her own parents, mainly her dad.
Try with all your might to be want you want to be. Dont ever stop, no matter who nor what gets in your way. If this guy/girl doesnt like you, then screw and find someone who thinks your one of the coolest people in the world to hang with. Crying never killed anything. Crying is relieving stress, expressing pain (physically or mentally) or expressing joys that can hardly be imagened. I just wish i saw more tears from others that were pertaining to that last one.
Just be happy with what you do, or maybe you hear that all too much.
Another Sunday has come, so that means more bad news. My mom banned me from the computer Mondays through Thrusdays. WTF??! is right. Am i failing anything? hell no. My lowest grade is an 85. Not too happy with that myself but still. It got to me thinking. Its times like these that causes me to not be able to study. I got my ACT book and tried to take a model test and couldnt concentrate at all. Because i was just mad and couldnt take my mind off of killing people i didnt like and what not. Which also tracked my mind to what got me into killing people and such. My mom tried to get me to be softhearted. So much for that idiotic ideal. So when i get mad, i cant succeed?
But then i also thought about kids who have it so much worse than i do. Kids whose parents beat them and yell and curse all the time. They also cant afford things that we all have and pretty much take for granted. And then theres the kids that are so frekkin depressed that all they can do is cry and some form of pain to try and litten the load they feel. Yeah cutting themselves and such i cant stand it when they arent even able to talk to anyone about the problems and hardships they indure. that really pisses me off. I know i complain about my mom alot. I should really try and stop, but the person that stands in your way of being happy isnt someone you really like alot is it?
This is the only life that your going to live. Are you living it the way you want to?
I look at mine and its kind of allright. I see people like Evan, so friendly and just about any girl that he meets already has a crush on him or wants to be great friends with him. More power to the man. Then other people like this girl that i met online, that lived Arizona somewhere. Yeah, thats right, i said lived. Until she pulled the trigger. Then that was the end of her 16 years of her abused and depressed life. It made me sick to try and imagine her parents. Her only shot at life was spoiled by her own parents, mainly her dad.
Try with all your might to be want you want to be. Dont ever stop, no matter who nor what gets in your way. If this guy/girl doesnt like you, then screw and find someone who thinks your one of the coolest people in the world to hang with. Crying never killed anything. Crying is relieving stress, expressing pain (physically or mentally) or expressing joys that can hardly be imagened. I just wish i saw more tears from others that were pertaining to that last one.
Just be happy with what you do, or maybe you hear that all too much.