"but im gettin better at it..." the beat goes on
Nothin special about today, except the fact that we ran today instead of yesterday. BJHS vs. SHS is October 22nd i found out, the first weekend after we return from the October break. At BJ, too bad yer gonna get creamed. Moving along, i picked up my dad today at the BMW place and drove him to Decatur, he gave me my new knife... heh heh heh and i use this quote "Im only happy when i stab somebody.." -Spencer N. I still feel something wrong about him and my step-mom. They say they're perfect for each other and yet... something feels wrong and im not too sure... its not like i want him to come back to our house and re-marry my mom. Hell no, that would be way wrong. He said to me today that, at most, hed probably live for another ten years, if he was lucky. Thats when i started thinking about how many of my family members died this summer... One of my Aunts and Uncles did. My last Grandparent. Also my cat, Duke, whod i had since i was born. We basically grew up together. Dang it was harsh. Feelings? TIRED