Just me again....
I know it's ben forever since I've written anything in here, but so much has been going on. I met a man Dana and we were together 5 1/2 months, wich kept me busy. I had grown very fond of him and could see this being the end of my search, when last week I found out ( aka caught him red handed) he was cheating on me. After a few more hacks( lol) I also found out I was not the only boyfreind he had. This week has been very trying on me. I want to kill and puke at the same time, but all I have is questions....was it me, am I that bad, or is he just a freak? What went wrong, when, why?? I don'y understand why people can't just say it's over instead they have to play games. My mind and heart are wore out for now, I'm not sure about anything, just returning to my hermit stage where nobody can hurt me again.