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i feel like ive got a lot more going for me than alot of people do... so why do i feel like everything is still bullshit? im tired of everything, and i get more done with my time than alot of people. im in love, thats not the problem... i get beyond sick of how predictable everything in life is. nothing has suprised me yet... not in a very long time.
im starting my own record label at the end of this month, its giong to be really good, andim not just saying that. its going to make the music scene, atleast in this city, grow, even if its just a little, but its going to get out there. for some reason im not too excited about the label, ive been expecting this for years infact i dont know why i didnt do this sooner. ive been offered "deals" from record labels but i either hate the image, hate their reasons for being a label, or just plainly think that i could do better myself... most labels out there forgot what talent is and focused on how many people they could sign or how cool they would look... its bullshit. im only signing talent.
im also sick of the internet. this is the first time ive watsed time on livejournal in who knows how long... i dont see the point of any of this, i just felt like bitching to something outside of my head, and thats the problem.
and i should end this abruptly and with no real ending
im starting my own record label at the end of this month, its giong to be really good, andim not just saying that. its going to make the music scene, atleast in this city, grow, even if its just a little, but its going to get out there. for some reason im not too excited about the label, ive been expecting this for years infact i dont know why i didnt do this sooner. ive been offered "deals" from record labels but i either hate the image, hate their reasons for being a label, or just plainly think that i could do better myself... most labels out there forgot what talent is and focused on how many people they could sign or how cool they would look... its bullshit. im only signing talent.
im also sick of the internet. this is the first time ive watsed time on livejournal in who knows how long... i dont see the point of any of this, i just felt like bitching to something outside of my head, and thats the problem.
and i should end this abruptly and with no real ending