I really should be more polite...
I know at some point I will type out some fashion (or attempt) of long, introspective New Years post. You don't have to read it, or this. The joy of blogging.
For now, I'm just annoyed, and tired. Justin and I had a huge fight on New Years Eve, at my friends place, for which I am more than mortally embarassed by. It was completely out of nowhere, and definitely enhanced by alcohol. Did I mention embarassing?
Most of the evening was good, and we did manage to keep it out of everyone's way.
I don't know where things are going with us at the moment, and it's tense.
I despise drama. I don't like fueling it, being involved in it, or it having anything to do with me. I like excitement, and discovery.
I know nothing is perfect, but I'm tired of it all going to hell so godamn quickly, on such a slippery slope.
Alot of very positive things happened to me in 2006, but at the moment, I'm having a hard time getting off the negatives.
I suppose that's what tomorrow is for, isn't it? Finding new positives (and remembering the ones I have now) to concentrate on.
Hope everyone had a safe and joyous New Years.
xo
EDIT:
Ok, that was ridiculous. Drama indeed.
I do know how to smile, see?
For now, I'm just annoyed, and tired. Justin and I had a huge fight on New Years Eve, at my friends place, for which I am more than mortally embarassed by. It was completely out of nowhere, and definitely enhanced by alcohol. Did I mention embarassing?
Most of the evening was good, and we did manage to keep it out of everyone's way.
I don't know where things are going with us at the moment, and it's tense.
I despise drama. I don't like fueling it, being involved in it, or it having anything to do with me. I like excitement, and discovery.
I know nothing is perfect, but I'm tired of it all going to hell so godamn quickly, on such a slippery slope.
Alot of very positive things happened to me in 2006, but at the moment, I'm having a hard time getting off the negatives.
I suppose that's what tomorrow is for, isn't it? Finding new positives (and remembering the ones I have now) to concentrate on.
Hope everyone had a safe and joyous New Years.
xo
EDIT:
Ok, that was ridiculous. Drama indeed.
I do know how to smile, see?