May 04, 2006 18:00
I've been worried as of late, of how easily I'm falling into this.
Not sure how to handle it, I tried communication last night. Worked - to a degree, but the worry crept back in by late this morning.
Unsure of how to try again, I panicked.
Then, just at the last moment, the Universe conspired to help me, in the form of a new friend.
She's got an extra ticket to a VIP only party tonight, to kick off the summer, free coronas.
And she lives nearby.
I won't have to sit at home tonight and fret over my mishaps, I am re-asserting my freedom, even if I can only indulge it for a short period, and be back to fretting tonight.
Who knows, maybe it won't be as fleeting as I think.
Thanks, to whomevers out there, I needed this.
xo