it's the writing on the wall...

[system_stitches]

sometimes i think that i think too much.

jesushmotherfuckinboomboomchrist.
this hurts.

i had a really good conversation with loren the other day.
kind of helped me voice things i hadn't put to words before.

i don't know where to start when it comes to these things.
i'd really rather just let things continue on like nothing.
guess i picked that ugly trait up from my mother.

but i promise that i'll try.
and i swear that i'm so scared.
and i wish that i could change.
but i know i'll never let go.
i just don't know who i am sometimes.
i don't know what i should feel sometimes.

maybe i've just been up too late again.

and i hate the sound of......

<3