I just wanna make everyone happy.

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I don't consider myself a mean person. I really don't. A sarcastic person, maybe...but not a mean person. But lately I've been wondering if my sarcasm and sense of humor might be a little too harsh for some people. I stayed after school today and I met some new people. I was acting my normal self-just joking,laughing,and being an idiot in general- and I was being really nice to these people. However, I guess they didn't find me appealing because they treated me like complete shit.I'm aware that I can't please everybody, but it really bugs me.I LIKE to make people laugh,it's the only thing I'm secure with. When I can't make someone laugh, I feel sorta defenseless. My sense of humor is what gets me by.If someone puts me down, I can either smack them right back down with a few witty comments, or I can laugh at myself and pull myself back up. But, when no one gives me the chance to do that, it's awkward for me. Does the rest of the world just have a giant rod up their ass, or is my sense of humor just messed up? Either way, I'm not changing. I'll always be a jerk. :)

I'm kidding, calm down.<3<3