Jun 13, 2006 00:57
Doesnt it hurt like hell wen u care and all u get in return is alotta shit and heartbreak and a waste of time... Ppl do retarded stuff from time to time just to cheer other ppl up even though it means giving up something and hurting themselves... ppl liek to be selfless so u can be selfish... the least u can do is appreciate them by not calling them shit and making them feel even more stupid for caring about u in the first place... Cus all they want is just ur smile but if u cant do tat... theres really no need to make them feel as terrible as u do. I really dunno wat to do... like as if its not enuff tat my frends tell me how stupid im being wen i acuatlly as a gf tell my own fkn bf to talk to a grl more cus i feel bad tat im making this grl so miserable? and its obviously not enuff to feel bad in the first place and hope this grl will be :). i really dun fkn care anymore... or i shuldnt but its not like me... for the past 2 months ive been caring about the ppl around me tat all has their own issues come all at once. And all i've been doing is acting like a sponge and trying to cheer everyone up but absorbing all of their fkn unhappiness.... now i THOT i was at the lowest... but everyone just wun stop... This IS FKN JANGA!!!!!!!!!! DUN KEEP ADDING ON!!!! NOT UNTIL I FALL!!!!!!!! i wanna fkn stop caringgggg!!!!!!
J.To| 17 says:
noooooo don't say that, it's ppl like you that make me think that there are good people out there
J.To| 17 says:
ppl now adays are stuck up with themselves
J.To| 17 says:
it's unbelieveable
J.To| 17 says:
but until then i mean what you're doing is tottaly like, wow
J.To| 17 says:
yea it's hard to care for others
J.To| 17 says:
feels like a chore sometimes
J.To| 17 says:
but if no one cared for any one else then i mean what screwed up world that would be, but it's not like that sometimes it's one sided sometimes it's both ways
"""J.To| 17 says:
well it's trial time, and you'll pull through because well, you're you, it'll pass and you'll look back on this, just keep waiting for the end"""""
-love u jttt my bestest buddyyy
-so lost