May 25, 2006 19:16
#1 finally changed that damn background from the longest time ago... to something more simple...alot more simple... how i like it :)
wats been wrong with me lately... i'm so... stupidddd i dun get it... why is it always me? i dun get me or the people around me... Everything is always at the right place wrong time... How m i so gd at screwing up ppl's lives? i seriously dun get wats so gd about me... just wish everyone would leave me alone cus i dun wanna break anyones heart... It hurts me so much to seee any of them confused... or lsot just because im a retard and i cant figure out wat to do. I can feel the time ticking and i dunno wat to doo ... just sitting here STUCK >.< How could these great things show up at the same time but turn it into the most fuked up shit ever because its so great and it was caught up in the same time??? DAMNnnnnnnnn joyce is so fkn confused... IM srryyyyyyyyy
Every moment i dun make a decision im killing myself inside... but i know wen i make a decision ill hurt someone... so wat m i suppsoe to do? im not the kind of person tat can do tat >.< i got myself into this shit... now i cant get myself out the way i want... someone tell me wat to do... >.<
Okay okay lemme clear my mind (lotta things goin on in my head)
You know the truth, you can never be mine (still trip off of all tha things that you said)
That you loved me and u need me (yes you do)
I still believe it (but),
I must be crazy
God knows that I dont know what I should do
But all that I can say
Right place, wrong time
Im sittin here stuck in the middle of a masquerade with u
U cant be mine
Ill have to chuck it up but it'll hurt me so much (whoa whoa whoa)
Whoa whoa whoa (I really want u)
Hey
God knows that I dont know what I should do (tell me what should I do)
Cuz im still in love with u