fear on what was saposta be the greatest day ever......
well for starters, yest was my one year anniversary, so naturally is was saposta be this GREAT day, just being close to the girl i love and having a great time. and well things just....... sorta didnt go that way, at least not at first. rather then going through ALL the damn evil details, lets just say that there was a snag (big, HUGE snag) once we got to disneyland. i actually had the fear that i was going to lose her forever and i just couldnt take it. but i kept my mind as clear as possible and after we finally got past the problem we decided to not really talk about it so it wouldnt spoil our day. from that point on we were sorta, kinda, engaged. well i gave her a pre engagement ring, mostly because she would have killed me if i would have given her the one i WANTED TO BUY (market price, 1400 bucks) but she seemed really happy so im glad ^^ well glad doesnt quite cover it, swelling with happiness starts to get the idea. but yes, the rest of the day went pretty well, i found out that disneyland is really trendy now, being they sell quick silver and roxy stuff, a lot of it that i havent seen any where else, so well, i got a hat ^^;; i wanted a jacket but they didnt have my size and it was 56 bucks so yeah, i passed ^^;; but yeah i sorta couldnt say no to her yest, but it was ok. i think i only got her a bambi bag, a pair of sun glasses, and a poo bear. i wanted to get her the biggest one for 50 but she said NO! so she got the middle one for 25 lol. but yeah we took a lot of pics, like..... 76 lol. still its just fun fun fun! the only bad part was that the fireworks were canceled because of the overcast and then it started to rain while we were leaving, but im just glad that it didnt come down during the day so i guess its ok. so yeah........ i guess i came out ok from yes being i still have my future wife, even if we cant really see each other a lot for awhile... *sobs* but oh well, we'll work through it. so anyway, ja ne from the scorpion who hopes that nothing else will go wrong.